The last workday in 2025
29 Dec 2025 08:07 pm





Demerzel wanted to scream back at him, to explain how this was all his fault, Cleon the First damning them all to this nightmare fate that none of them could escape.
But she said nothing, and walked away. Like she always did.
He can’t get a rise out of her, and can never push hard enough that she pushes back. Human mothers eventually raise their voices, yell back, get upset. You can fling hurtful words at a human mother. But as far as he can tell, it never lands with Demerzel; there’s no heart there to twist the knife into.
(Relationship study for what slowly went wrong between Cleon XXIV and Demerzel. Spoilers for all of season 3.)











It's surprisingly hard to gain weight when you actually want to.
I'm down to 48.2k (go back four or five years and I was probably closer to 58k)
The loss is because my insulin doesn't work as effectively as it used to, so what I eat isn't all converted into useful energy for the body.
I'm now eating larger portions at meals, and I'm adding in snacks of nuts/cheese/fruit/other nibbles between meals, but the catch comes whenever I'm ill.
I gain gradually, then I get an asthma attack. One steroid course, and I've lost half a kilo.
Then I catch a bug from Theo - sick one day and not eating the next - I lose weight again.
It's rather like the old analogy of a frog climbing out of a well. As fast as I climb up, I start to slip down again...
But, at least I know what the problem is, and I'm doing what I can to improve it. As long as I can stay well, I'll hopefully get a bit more weight and energy...
It's still important to avoid foods with a high glycemic index - if too much sugar enters the system, it gets overloaded and enters shutdown mode for a while - that causes blood sugar to spike (which is a BAD thing). one thing I've learnt from what I'm being taught is that bananas have a high GI - best to only have half a banana, unless they are very small ones.
Summary: It takes Vox a long time to find out what the radio demon wants from him, and that Hell really is what you make of it.
Or: five times Vox wanted something out of Alastor (and mostly didn't get it) and one time Alastor wanted something back (and did).
