I'd feel a lot better if I had a job. I just feel crap about myself. Nothing I've learned or done seems to count for anything. I have more jobs saved online to apply for but I can't make myself do it at the moment.

I must knit a big Vila (size of a cat) that I can cuddle. The cubs love to be stroked in situ but aren't lap cats at all. I did have a nice cuddle in bed this morning with Jasmin, who lay beside me squeezed up against me. :-)