I'm sorry if my negativity triggered the blues for you.

Absolutely not! I've been more depressed than usual all day. Two weeks ago, I was given an hour to do something that ought to have taken a day and was told to cut corners to get it done (and this was because the person I work for is so incredibly disorganised) and the person who normally does it came back from his honeymoon and was really pissed off at the crap rush job I did.

My self-esteem is so non-existent that anything like that throws me for a loop. Plus my contract ends next week and I fear whatever's in store next. I've only had one which was both fun and friendly.